I’m going to stop this.

Starting right now.
Not tomorrow, not next week. Right now.
No more binging, no more purging. This ends now.

I refuse to live my life with my head down the toilet, I’ve already wasted three years doing that.

5003) i’m so so so not okay.

 sometimes i’m so positive about recovery, sometimes i’m so positive about self-starvation… but every night i crumble and realized that either way, i’m screwed.

(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)

I’m not sure how much longer I can take living this way.